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Tuesday, September 21, 2004 

Nerve-whecking!

It has been a real nerve whecking day at work. Chai Huat told me I will be presenting my screenshots and work flow on Thurs and Fri!! I was damn shocked and my mind is in turmoil. My...that was fast! Furthermore, Derek's doing this re-service therefore I'm all alone to fend for myself in front of the users! I thought I am only starting to warm my seat at MTI, reading through specs and understanding my module. Never thought I will "go live" so soon. Was horrified at the thought of rushing 100+ pages of screens with logic flow before Thurs, so I gotta take a break and write in here to calm myself down. All along, I really hated presentations because i was never eloquent and would freak out each time even if I tried to stay confident during speeches. My trembling voice always gave me away. I always vow to overcome this and am still trying my very best. I hope to give Thurs and Fri my best shot so wish me luck.... =S

Will keep my bloggie updated! Hope to bring good news....=)

Meanwhile, cws seems to be experiencing a wave of various setbacks. Jeff's resignation. Jing's tears. Ros's anger outburst. Jh's health....everyone has lost their drive. I wished I can do something.

Something positive. Was hooked to the Channel U 9pm drama. Really love the story. It's about a bright and intelligent girl ("cai nu" in chinese), Meng Lijun, who disguised as a man to travel to the capital to save her father during the Yuan Dynasty era. She is betrothed to this cute but blur & honest guy, Huangfu Shaohua, whom she travelled with. Many funny & interesting things happened during the journey! It's quite dumb that that guy doesn't know that the "man" with him is actually a girl!! how silly can he be! Or rather, are ancient chinese that dumb?? =P

I'm not sure what is the name of the actor who portrayed as the silly guy but the characters he played in most of his shows are silly but lovable! =P Anyway am looking forward to each coming episode! will be glued to the google box every night! Would love to see Lijun and the silly guy together soon! haha...

I dreamt of Asha, Shantha and Shalini last night! It has been almost 5 years since they migrated to Melbourne! Really missed them, especially Asha!! Last night's dream was a blessing that I get to see her again! =D

Alrighty, am going to concentrate on minesweeping with daniel. Lost 2 match to him last night. can't believe it! haha!

Till then my bloggie! q[-_0]p