*:. Windy Woods .:*

I kinda regretted a decision I made 2 months ago. I expected the ugly side of it to surface sometime later but I never thought it'll be so soon. Maybe it's me...maybe it's too sensitive and scrutinised things too much........Hope things get better.

Been busy with work lately, no time for anything else..working working working....

Anyway, I was quite pissed off with someone this morning. I think I'm quite nice to tell her about air tickets and prices and so and our plans. Also told her what my colleagues said abt qantas. She just replied me asking me if I believed what my colleagues said. I was quite stunned and said not sure. Then she continued saying that I was cheated by my auntie on the aussie dollar rates, cheated by gaurav on the cheap air tickets so will I be cheated by my colleagues abt qantas too etc......? well..feel quite sad. I'm trying my best to help them but she doesn't seem to trust me! Sometimes I just feel she is just plain tactless or am I too sensitive? Anyway I shan't be bothered with her for the time being and let her settle everything on her own. Should just bother with my own stuffs in the first place. Wonder how to survive staying with her in the same house next year. How to contain myself when come to making decisions with her around where she doesn't want to make decisions yet want to meddle in other people's decisions. Will it be a test of mental endurance? Ah well..I don't know and I don't want to think about it.

Ok think shan't rant anymore...hope everything will be fine. Feel much better venting here....I'm glad..