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Monday, January 17, 2005 

I'm back, finally!

Hi blog, I'm finally back from the world of lost souls, battling against dragons and tigeresses. But hey! I'm glad I'm still alive!! =) Life is after all, considered sweet!

Time's catching up very quickly and it's already 2005! And in 2 weeks' time, I'll be off to OZ...Mind is now in jitters and in the state of facing 4 blank walls, not knowing what to do and how to do. Last 2 weeks was weird, I would just tear for no good reason at times. It could be stress that I was experiencing. In actual fact I do not know how does being stress felt like.

I hadn't had time to plan or prepare for the trip. Yesterday when I finally found the time to write a list of things to buy and to bring there. Felt so good after that! Furthermore after Ros told me about what she found out during her QUT briefing with Hui & Kuah, it kinda perk me up a little. I'm starting to feel a little bit excited over the trip, moreover I have Yifan there to turn to whenever I need help! These things got me up and going!

Houses, Housemates...It will be my 1st experience staying with friends. I really do hope I will not irritate anyone of them as it's gonna be a long long period of time. Not everyone can tahan me so well like my parents and my brother. I really do hope everything goes well. House searching, group decision making etc...I guess I shouldn't be harping on my regrets but to live and work on it. On the other hand, I'm almost freak out by my friends from UQ and those who have been to Brisbane before on the security there. It kinda affect me and my decisions, especially I'm such a careless person. It made me seem so fickle-minded and indecisive as well.

Expenses. My cousin made me realised my allowance per month might not be enough if my house rental takes up half of it, leaving me with around $10/day to survive. Ah well..guess I gotta scrimp and survive on grass and trees. Afterall they have plenty there. Ah well..gotta do some serious budgetting. Hopefully we will be lucky to find one cheap and good house. If luckier, hopefully an apartment.

Anyway! I shall end here...I'm kinda tired and bored with the proj..hell lotta changes by those people. I'm gonna rot now till 6pm! Gonna have pre-departure briefing by the school later!! I'm sure I'll get hyped up by then to leave for OZ in 2 weeks' time!!